Fear? Trust?
Ever been so scared to lose someone. That the thought alone makes your eyes water and your heart wrench. Yeah of course I feel this way about my family, but I never thought about feeling that way towards anyone else in my life, until my bf came along. I don’t want to seem like I’m always thinking about bad things happening to people, but it has crossed my mind. I mean life has a crazy way of spanning out. My love for him is so strong I couldn’t imagine anything bad happening to him. I would be truly devastated. We have so many big plans and even if he chose to carry those out with someone else I would still be devastated if anything were to happen to him. I guess I need to keep that optimism I have with everyone else, with myself as well. I trust that whatever happens in life will be to hopefully fulfill some bigger purpose. I’ll leave it at that
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